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Broken Grace

by Matthew Stewart

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Ed Masi Matthew is at the top of his game. In fact, he’s held that post for at least a couple of decades. I recall a fun project we did together in band form with Mr. David Helping with the most tasteful guitar work & some really amazing live piano/synth accompaniment with Steven Schreier. Matthew just keeps advancing like a Dragon rocket. Bravo, my dear friend. This is an aural & lyrically visual masterpiece!
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1.
There's no stopping now We've gone too far to turn The fire's taken over And we have to let it burn So put on your best mask Ignore the heat outside And just let chance decide The exit signs are lit But all that's left is fear You fool yourself to think that you can Get away from here Don't try Just stay inside and die Or fight your way through all this haze Knock down your door and walk into the blaze There's smoke in every room And all around is gloom The light is hidden just beyond the bend There's more than you can see And more that we could be It's over when you just accept the end We're running out of time To claim that we were blind Disaster was unfolding while we Watched it all unwind Too slow To let our righteous anger go So fight your way Through all this rage Rewrite our story And turn the page There's smoke in every room And all around is gloom But light is growing just beyond the bend There's more than we could see And more that we could be It's over when we just accept the end There's smoke in every room And all around is doom But light is shining just beyond the bend There's more that we could see So much more that we should be We'll find it when we just reject the end
2.
No Rewind 03:44
Eyes did not evolve to stare at video screens And ears are filling up from all the noise While everything turns plastic Our brains are getting spastic As we devote our lives to all these toys And they tell us the best is yet to arrive It's all about the business of staying alive The world is moving on So don't get left behind Embrace the new machine There is no...there is no rewind Eyes will not distinguish friend from enemy You cannot hear a word through all the din And the sun is not the same It's light is not the same Filtered through these cancers on the wind And they tell us the best is yet to arrive It's all about the business of staying alive The world is moving on So don't get left behind Embrace the new machine There is no...there is no rewind Only the strong survive Buy now and stay alive Consuming it all with so little to show For the lives we lead For the blood we bleed The world is moving on So don't get left behind Become the new machine There is no... There is no...there is no rewind
3.
The aims are high But the ends can't justify This holocaust We'll never get back what's been lost And I'm horrified The more I look to either side Cause there's no remorse Just an engine that will run its course Over everything We spread our wings and try not to look down Don't look down Don't look down Don't look down And our words ignite A thousand fires for us to fight But this talk is cheap The babble puts our souls to sleep And while we burn We'll argue over lessons learned Too late to change A world remade and rearranged Heeding no warnings We spread our wings Refusing to look down Don't look down Don't look down Don't look down Cause the shadow's growing closer And the ground is coming fast This wild flight was never meant to last And these burning wings Are leaving us no choice but to look down
4.
The sky is a deep shade of green today The grass is all red and the sunlight is gray I see for myself and don’t care what you say Alternative Facts are my lens for the day My leader’s the god-fearing savior of man Respecting the planet like nobody can I’ll keep on repeating ‘til you understand Alternative Facts are just part of the plan Immutable truth has become obsolete The scientists sharpen their lies and deceit I’ll focus on those who are safe to delete Alternative Facts keep it tidy and neat I’ll wait for a moment when you are asleep And count out my tactics while you’re counting sheep No more of your lessons, the curve is too steep Alternative Facts are the tools of a creep Your eyes are too focused so you cannot see The truth is whatever we want it to be We’ll shut down dissent ‘til you have to agree Alternative Facts are the new sanity There’s only the present, no time for the past Don’t plan for a future that’s leaving too fast This ship is adrift and the ocean is vast Alternative Facts are the sails on the mast The innocent die and we don’t shed a tear Just bidding our time ‘til they all disappear Demand your assent through distraction and fear Alternative Facts are the tip of the spear The sky is a deep shade of green today The grass is all red and the sunlight is gray I see for myself and don’t care what you say Alternative Facts are my lens for the day
5.
The Bridge 04:43
Wish I could talk to you in language you could hear Maybe the enmity would start to disappear Throw off these arguments and layers of defense With no agenda, and no pretense Wish I could find a bridge that brings you to my side When I'm afraid to cross and swallow my own pride I promise you the grass is greener over here But when I reach across I only feel your fear The river rages in the chasm Between the banks of our belief Until the canyon's overflowing And we can only find relief On the bridge It's time for us to throw these swords and shields down And send a rope across, tied to higher ground The chaos down below will drown us both in time Until we both secure a life-line We cannot stand alone We cannot stand alone We cannot stand alone We cannot stand alone The river rages in the chasm As we look down in disbelief To think we ever were divided When we could always find relief On the bridge On the bridge We cannot stand alone We cannot stand alone We cannot stand alone We cannot stand alone
6.
Survive 04:29
By the time they get your message You'll be out of reach By the time they hear you you'll be fading At the speed your ship is sinking There's no time for breath Just the swimming on to find another beach Where I will meet you, soon enough I will meet you, in due time I am your resounding echo I will keep your voice alive Though I miss you It helps me to survive You said you could bear inside you The bleeding of the world And tried to put it right though you were out of days Well I know you were more than metaphor And I'm still on this side Maybe I can show them all your better ways Then I will meet you, soon enough I will meet you, in due time Let me be your proudest echo I will keep your voice alive Though I miss you It helps me to survive Maybe you could help deliver A message from the other side Unto the ears that never listened An angel sent to break their stride And I'll meet you, soon enough I will meet you on your side But for now I'll be your echo I'll go and keep your voice alive Though I miss you It helps me to survive
7.
I Got Nuthin 02:54
I got nothin' original to say I got nothin', and I'm likin' it that way Don't you ask me where I'm going with my day Cause I go nothin', and I'm likin' it that way, yeah There's a tempest, storm clouds are moving in The trees are all shakin', they can't stand against the wind And if you ask them if their roots are deep enough They got nothin', they're just used to being tough I've got a woman, so far from being home Sometimes she tells me I'd be better off alone We won't be together 'til we figure out the deal I don't wanna answer when she asks me how I feel I got nothin' I got nothin' I got nothin' There's an earthquake, whole mountains caving in Oceans are rising, gonna wash away our sin Got no solution, no roots to hold our place Well I feel the same way when I'm lookin' at your face I got nothin' I got nothin'
8.
Stronger 03:46
This is the kind of trouble that helps you fool yourself That which does not kill you make you prouder And even dumber than before You walk away from the wreckage and feel invincible 'Cause that which does not kill you makes you arrogant And keeps you coming back for more Throw all caution down and live for today You've seen nothing to change this point of view Another lesson learned just slips away Life can leave a mark, but not on you Because you're stronger You're so much stronger Believe you are stronger than the rest Of all these little people This is the kind of message that won't get through to you A cautionary letter from those who've gotten burned To the one's who never learned You walk away from the wreckage without a backward glance Proudly self-deceiving into believing There'll always be another chance To throw all caution down and live for yourself There's nobody to chain you down again Another lesson learned is for someone else They're just blowing smoke into the wind Because you're stronger You're so much stronger Believe you are stronger than the rest Of all these little people I've been that high I've felt that safe Until the ground came up To put me in my place But I was stronger I was so much stronger Yeah I was stronger Believed I was stronger than the rest Of all you little people
9.
Every color on their heads Flags flying in their eyes Hands filled with rage Ears filled with lies They will meet in the middle Where the sun bloodies up the sky They will stay 'til it's ended No matter who must die For the honor For forgiveness For the sake of not being wrong Slinging arrows At convictions Flesh and blood is not so strong It's not so strong Every nation draws a line That only they can cross And only count their gain At the other's loss And all our children have to wonder If the sun will bloody up their sky For the sins of the father The descendants have to die For the honor For forgiveness For the sake of not being wrong Slinging bullets At convictions Flesh and blood is not so strong Trading one life for another Find redemption And lose your brother Lose your brother For the honor For forgiveness For the sake of not being wrong Slinging people At convictions Flesh and blood is not so strong We're just flesh and blood
10.
He's just your neighbor You couldn't know The kind of sickness That a man could sow Another number Was called today You turn your eyes off Make it go away So sure you're not blame (nothing ever changes you) So sure you're not blame (you hide your head to get you through) So sure you're not blame (nothing ever changes you) So sure you're not blame Hand around a wound that's bleeding Same routine we keep repeating All the while reciting "It can't happen here" Another city On a different day The current surges And the building sway A grieving nation says there's Hell to pay But you change the station Make it go away So sure you're not blame (nothing ever changes you) So sure you're not blame (you hide your head to get you through) So sure you're not blame (nothing ever changes you) So sure you're not blame Hand around a wound that's bleeding Same routine we keep repeating All the while reciting "It can't happen here" So sure you're not blame (nothing ever changes you) So sure you're not blame (you hide your head, you hide your head) ((Hand around a wound that's bleeding)) So sure you're not blame (nothing ever changes you) ((Hand around a wound that's bleeding)) So sure you're not blame (nothing ever reaches you)
11.
Lost At Sea 05:13
Another sudden storm has passed The clouds receding like the last vestiges Of an angry winter squall That tore our sails and broke the mast Left us bleeding as we cast a lifeboat out Where all the waves are tall The bitter wind will rise again Even as we both pretend These fickle currents lead us back to shore We know this ocean all too well We could fight against the swell But we're too tired to struggle anymore So wait it out and let it flow Let's just see where it will go The water's rising and there's nothing else to do But stay afloat and stay alive And do our best to just survive And all I know is that I'm glad to be with you There are islands all around A chance to find some solid ground And keep believing in some hope out there And as it darkens down below All these stars begin to glow A million fires to light the coldest air So wait it out and see it through It's the only thing to do And share the view while we get taken for a ride The sun will show us on our way As night drifts back into the day And all I know is that I'm glad you're by my side 'Cause everyone gets lost at sea But not everyone's as fortunate as me So wait it out until it's clear All these storms will disappear A new horizon isn't far beyond We'll ride it out and make it home No use swimming on your own These oars are broken, but the wind is strong Everyone gets lost at sea Everyone gets lost at sea
12.
Stop asking those questions You can't handle the answers to You'd stop rocking the boat If you know what was good for you Your imagination Draws the line between false and true But this fabrication Was designed to protect you We're invested in keeping the blinders on There is nothing to see here so just move along Stop playing the victim All alone in your false alarm Cause you're playing with fire While we're keeping you safe from harm Go shout from the rooftops With your perilous point of view Or just keep raging in silence Cause we're two steps ahead of you You can state your position without any proof But we are invested in keeping you free of the truth So believe what you wanna believe Wear it out on your sleeve But your eyes are bigger than your brain Better not to think about the world you can't explain Deeper than you dare Don't become aware Control is our domain And it's bigger than your brain It's a useless distraction Seeking out what you shouldn't know But we're solving the problem Planting seeds for your mind to sow Every plot you've uncovered In your quest for an enemy Is just another diversion Cause you see what we want you to see So remember the lesson you learned in your youth You'll be mocked by the masses for screaming the truth Just a slave to the great unknown Best to leave it alone Because your eyes are bigger than your brain Better not to think about the world you can't explain Deeper than you dare Don't become aware There's nothing to be gained Eyes bigger than your brain Better not to think about the world you can't explain Deeper than you dare Don't become aware Control is our domain And it's bigger than your brain
13.
More 04:34
Wasted your time Wishing on stars And when they all fall You'll reveal who you are Gave up the fight You've tried it before And nothing will ever change 'Cause you are who you are One day the light shines through And there's nothing you can do Just recognize what you know is true You're more than you are You're more than you are Laid out the blame Like a suit and a tie Wear it like armor So you don't have to try Gave up the right To defend anything And love is a sour note That you don't wanna sing One day the light shines through And there's nothing you can do Just recognize what you know is true You're more than you are You're more than you are You're more than you are One day the light shines through From this space inside of you Can't be denied what you know is true You're more than you are You're more than you are
14.
The Dreamers 03:51
Bright as the mid-day sun A fire was lit inside of everyone The dreamers were bathed in light And banished the long cold night Afraid of the dark no more We forget what all our fear was for But some of us fall back in Return to the noise, get lost in the din The cycle comes back around Awash in the rays of hope we found But some of our thoughts are not so brave With the weight of a world too big to save Against every doubt came you To push back the dark with all that you do The way you look inside your grace Your sacred heart worn on your face And we hear every word you say We know where to go, you're pointing the way The dreamers will have their day The dreamers will have their day

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A compilation of some of the most topical songs I've written across the last 20 years, remixed and finally mastered.

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released June 19, 2020

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Matthew Stewart San Diego, California

Matthew Stewart is a San Diego-based producer, singer/songwriter, multi-instrumentalist and modular synth enthusiast who enjoys various roles in several different musical acts in San Diego (June Water, Tribute, Network, Ingenue, Scratch). He is an artist on the ambient/electronic label Spotted Peccary Music (ambientelectronic.com). ... more

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